Hey. I am sad and also excited. Let me tell you abt the exciting thing first. Well, I can't wait for next year. new school, new friends, new life, but same old me :-) And guess what? Ainol is going to Assunta too. She applied boarding school and tak dapat so masuk Assunta. Yeay! And what makes me sad is that, well, apparently my best friend is going to a boarding school. Not yet, but I know she will. Oh please, I do want her to stay but at the same time I want her to go bcs It's her dream. Heh. And also all of us kinda like splitting yknow. It's sad to see someone that you love, you see all day, is going somewhere :( I cry every night about this. I wish this is just a dream. I want us to be like we used to be. Like, we used to laugh together, cry, smile, giggle, make funny jokes, singing our lungs out, eating in class, gossiping, buy rice crackers/crispy at the canteen, jump from the big table (i don't know, maybe a cabinet) in class, lie down on the floor in class, talking rubbish (haha), lepak-ing at the toilet lol, taking pictures, fight (for fun), play 'The game of Life' together, talk about crush, come to birthday parties, come to my house and god knows what we're doing lol jk, listening to music, doodling in class, doing nothing at the canteen, (heck no I'm crying while I write this post D':), and last of all, we're always there when we need each other. And now, it's like we're living in different worlds. I really do miss them. Like so badly :( I want to run up to the them and gave a big hug.. And I will cry at that moment. Please god, don't let them go. But God knows the best. Maybe it's the best. Okay, I have a note to everyone of you.
Nisa, I love you my bestie :) Don't forget me when you're in boarding school. Remember! Put my picture in your locker k and tell everyone there that I'm your bestie (one and only) :) And I'm sure you'll be fine without me bcs you're very independent. You believe in yourself and won't give up that easily.
Izza, And my first bestie, it's okay, we're gonna meet next year. HOPEFULLY, same class. Amin. Oh and I
heart you <3
Hidayati, Hey pretty, yes I'll admit, I'm kinda jealous bcs you're very beautiful and you have a dslr (Not fair!!) Hehe. But I realized your kindness is much prettier than your appearance :) And, don't be a snob little girl bila masuk CBN kk? Me lap you and if you're not okay there, just gimme a call :)
Nadiah, Siapa tak sayang makcik joyah kita kan? Hihi. I am sooooo glad you're going to Assunta but sampai mid year jyeah? Hm sedih :( I wish you can stay longer. And oh, we all miss you la Mak cik oi <3 I lalalalalove you :) Keep on smiling k? No tension tension.
Ainol, YAY! I am happy to the max! We're going to be in the same school! Weepie! :p See you next year. Miss you lots :x
I HEART YOU GUYS SO MUCH xx
